Look at the Mother fucking day! haha im so fucken happy!!! its been a whole 3 months everyone!! A whole 3 months wow, its felt like so much longer.... (sigh) i love you olivia very much and i always will. Pretty soon it will turn from 3 months to 3 years to 30 years...... Well nothing much happened all week.. School happened thats all... Well I'm having a "party" Colton, Andrew, and Johnny G... is here.. We're having a blast!! Andrews being fucking hilarous!! haha well i better get going now...My momma callin me... she says i need to take my medicene, she feed me rat poison. She says she love me but i die next friday....Andrew says...

A whole fucken 3 months,
Karl

A Final Goodbye

Standing far away he watches silently staring through dark eyes as he gathers his confidence he slowly approaches "I... I.... just wanted to..." his words die out with shaky hands. he reaches out longingly he touches so gently the face of his love one. Confusion fills his head. His eyes over flowing with tears as her cold sad face stairs back "...good bye " he finely manages to whisper as the tears stream down his face he backs up slowly letting go of the only love he has ever known a hollowness fills his soul as he walks away with a glance back he sees her pull out a knife and an eerie silence falls upon the grave yard as she ends her life with nothing but a blood stain to be remembered by....

By Karl Eickmann with help of a friend...

Things filling my head..... I can't control them. Tonight i wont be alright on the inside...On the outside i may seem fine but the story is whats on the inside.

I love you all,
Karl 416755

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Lets see whats the best way to start off this new entry.......(sigh)thats prolly the best way to start it off so well... (sigh) so much shit has happened in like a week. School started tuesday. Its alright i guess, it goes a lot faster then Jr. High. Like much faster. I have lunch with Olivia and thats it but that pretty much sux (will be explained later). Not much happened till about thursday...... Wow thursday started off horrible but ended up making me and olivia closer then we have ever been before. Damn all i can say about us is that were in love. She makes me the happiest person alive, you all dont even know how i feel about her... its amazing. Well i guess i better explain about the whole lunch thing. well thats the only "class" that me and olivia have together and its only for like 15 minutes at the most... well guess what she wants to sit with her best friend meggin and not me her boyfriend. Well i guess if shes happy sitting with meggin instead of me then im fine with it. Well olivia if your reading this I Love You Very Much! hopefully shes reading it. Well tonight i went to kelseys party and had a kick ass time with olivia. We hung out with kevin and kelle a lot cause they were like the only other couple there. Well i had a great time..... Me and olivia got into an argument about the lunch thing tonight.. Sorry olivia i really am. just sit with meggin and things will be better. (sigh) well you all see the new picture of me and olivia i think i might just get the zoomed in one. *I love her so much* damn im pathetic..... eh im having fun. Me and Olivia figured out tonight that we both act like a different couple when were around people and we both dont like it so were gunna try and act like we do when were alone.. dont see that happening tho. Well i guess im boring you all with my rambling seeing as how no one but olivia really cares about what im thinking or what i did..... Well to bad you came to my site and you dont really have to read this.... so im planning on goin to see olivia later today seeing as how it is about 3... hopefully that all works out and i do get to spend some alone time with her again.. damn im really lookin forward to it. i figured out that im startin to play my guitar less and less latley.. Uh oh... its prolly cause i got no time and im learning anything new cause i never have the time to practice. (sigh) i miss olivia damn im in love and if you all have a problem with me saying it so many times then quit reading this damnit!!! hahaha just having fun. I think im gunna go now.... really tired and i really wanna see olivia today. well i love you all very much thanx to everyone who had my back again i got yours too!!

Here me whisper and give me a sigh... give me a kiss before you say goodbye...
Karl 416755